Saturday, September 18, 2010

Dreaming 23

Been so tired these days.. work and work and work. Felt lifeless all of sudden. What is in my mind; stay ignorance and earn more money for future now.

Yep, ignorance is bliss.

It was bitter, then sour, then become sweet and soon to be tasteless. Ohh.. i wonder.. that's life after all..

Friends, i really love my friends, treat them with true heart. Some stay, some come and go. I couldn't do anything for those who goes.. Just follow the water river flow to never ending destination. What i know and most important is, i do appreciate them as my friends because little a bit, they do influence me in many ways and be at my side when i was in hell sorrow moments.

Isn't that matter the most?

Well, of coz we are always facing full of challenges in our life and that makes our life become interesting rather than being dull. We always meet new diversified people from all over the places. Yep, it is always great to meet new people but heck, always don't neglect the existent around because of them, that's where you are.

If there's no past, wonder if there a now and future?

I'm not down. I learn and understand a lot at the same time. I wanna learn my mistakes from the past, to improve become better in future. I'm naive but i'm not an easy person that can simply fall into a rabbit hole. Certain things, you really don't have to show it out and being ignorance is the best way. Soon the thing will become the past and everything will be back to normal, as if you might be amaze at yourself that it was as if nothing has happen.

What i want the most, and most important thing in my life is to be happy always. It is the most priceless gift for me. Happy being myself, happy being where am i, happy with my surrounding and belonging, happy with many other things that some people might not thing that will satified them but heck, who cares.. as long as i'm happy, thats matter the most.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Dreaming 22






















Hie, My name is Dino. Nice to meet you. =P

Whee~~ What i do in my working time? Play with my green Dino! Cute, non??

How are you today? I took mc today; i got scoliosis check up, many procedures to be done at the hospital.. fed up to wait and wait to be called, luckily dear accompanied me and of coz, enjoying playing my iphone games especially i've just upgraded Froggy Jump latest version and cute Mega Jump game. And guess what, i successfully re-downloaded my Chaos Rings! Most important thing is, i get to skip my work today. Wonder can friday be a holiday too?? =3

I always wish that i can sleep early every night but somehow, failed. Been going out often with friends especially at night. So ended up the next morning, struggling to wake up. I HATE WAKING UP IN THE MORNING!!

Gonna officially call customers next week. Gosh.. =_=;; praying that i can survive that stage. My chinese sucks and they would prefer me to speak in chinese because most of the staffs are indians. Anyhow, shall go through it no matter what, and see what can i do about it. I patiently waiting to end contract but positively thinking perhaps this job actually can be fun as i can earn incentives after persuading customers to sign up for successful first registration. Sound easy but is HARD. There are many fraud cases through internet banking and i'm a chinese, of coz too understand how chinese mind think; do you think i can believe you just by one call?? @_@

Outing with yukirye! Love to hangout with her!! And have our favourite zanmai sushi together!






















Hoho... not to mention.. I LOVE LA LA~~~~ especially this steam lala.. somewhere after you pass by the I-City.. erm erm... I dunno where liao.. sobs.. where's my hero in rescue??

















Haha... this week that i've go through, all is about eat and eat and eat nice foods! Eat pork burger lah, sundae lah, Mcd GCB lah, ochaball lah.. yum yum~~~ And i'm craving for pasta now!!

It is mega sales in Malaysia and i so wanna clear my wardrobe and go shopping for new clothes!! Huhu.. my wardrobe is overloaded with my clothes and hope to have a bigger one but my room already overloaded with my stuffs including my sis's. So wanna have my own room.. =( There are things that currently i want now, not urgent to get it and still considering bout it; whether it is worth it or not.

I thought of getting a new sony ericsson, cheap and good quality one. I know i know.. already got an Iphone yet wanna buy new handphone.. >_<;; but i considering bout it because my current sony hp, i can give it to my sis since she've lost hers and then getting myself a new one, with a good mp camera that come with flash. Dunno which one to get.. considering bout getting C901 but aiyaya.. still need to do research bout it. When i like something and it is bit pricy, must do a long studies about it before getting it.

Another one is i need my own camera! Cheap and good quality of coz! The current camera *is actually belongs to my dad but i'm keeping it*, apparently lend to my sis and it is spoilt suddenly, dunno what happen, cannot on the camera anymore. =( I'm considering bout canon but this time, i want a good anti blurr feature the most. I prefer taking natural light, dislike using flash but some cameras, without flash, the picture becomes blurr... Then my friends, reckon me Nikon compact camera. Uhuhu.. saw her camera shoots before, the effect is nice. And cheap also.. but dad don't allow me to buy camera, instead use his other second hand camera. Aiyaya.. i still prefer to have my own camera. Currently considering about Nikon S570. I kinda like Canon s90 but that is quite a professional use and very pricy.

Looking forward to have a great day everyday.. Wish you the same too.. tee-hee~~

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Dreaming 21






















Yoo hoo~~ What's new?? Tee-hee~~ Lotsa new things happened though~~

First... ~~ My first salary is out! Need to plan a wise spending now, i wonder will that work..

Second... ~~ I spotted mega sales now!! Yip yip yippee!!! But as i said, wisseee..... spending.. uh huh.. budget budget budget for that!! But i desperately need a shopping now, especially when i'm so stressed out these days!!

Third... ~~ My naughty troublesome iphone finally be a good boy.. not giving momma trouble by tranfering momma's fav games.. although it's pain to start ALL OVER AGAIN.. Dang! My Chaos Ring.. spend so much times on it.. T_T and it is ALL GONE!

Fourth... ~~ I fail my call stimulation and result; i'm been transfer to other dept; E-Statement team where we are suppose to call the bank's customers and help them to register online/phone banking.. easy peasy?? Not really as some customers might thought is a fraud call! I'm not sure will they extend my contract or not but for sure, i'm staying there till my contract end and all depends on my job perfomance.. uh huh.. i still wanna find other job. Phobia of call centre d.. cham mou...

Fifth... ~~ There's a flight attendant walk in interview soon and dad encourage me to go ahead since i'm so into it but seriously.. i got the strong feeling i won't get to pass the first stage because i have scoliosis; i feel like is a major concern health that disable me to enter this career. Sad-nye!! I'm so pathetic! I so wanna become one but the devil me keep mumbling in my brain; saying sure fail wan sure fail wan.. no chance! Shoooshh... go away!!

Sixth... ~~ I really need to sleep.. feeling tired everyday!!!

Oyasumi!!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Dreaming 20

Oh dear bloggie.. i'm extremely exhausted for these past few days.. uberly tired with body aching madness.. and i feel so moodless.. not moody.. just felt no feeling, as if i'm in a body without soul.. really feeling downside up of my life..

I dislike this life.. but knew this is the only way i can keep going and continue my journey ahead of me. Believe me; i dunno where am i heading.. and sometimes, i wonder what is it when i actually not exist in this world. P/s: i'm in a dark mood now.. XP

Been so so so busy and no time at all for me to blog; how i wish once i off my work, i so wanna fall on my bed and sleep till the next morning. I've neglected alot of my fav facebook games.. only hogging my iphone games but the battery is sucks.. it finished darn fast and almost every day i charge my battery.. and now my iphone gimme problems.. apparently i can't transfer new games from the iphone through itunes.. so so so ma fan and it annoys me a lot! Just pray it does not crash my setting and lock it again.. =( Please please please dear iphone baby please let me install some new games inside.. I've just finished Chaos Rings by Square Enix.. huhu.. and stupid itunes ter-delete that game. Darn pissed.. i'd played that so many days liao le..

I'm very very very stressed!

This job is tough because of the nonstop assessments and rush module learning.. Today we learn, the next day assessment.. @_@ I don't even have the mood to study whatevery i learned on that day and the next day vomit all out in the paper. Dad was thinking as if i'm going for a lecture class.. indeed.. i felt the same thing and it's tiring! I hate assessment. The passing mark was high.. for example, the assessment was 50 marks, i got 36/50 but i failed because the passing mark was 40 above.

Knowing myself too well, i always tend to do mistakes and especially the sudden assessment.. how on earth i can do well when i never practise at all, just listen during training and by fingertips.. hello.. i'm still learning and i will always try my best to understand but at the same time, i need your moral support.. not just annoying show bla bla bla and snap finger while said "assessment time now!" That is no wonder got some trainees will fail because of your training method.

Apparently, we are the first batch to go through dunno what so ever new training method where the trainer only incharge of 30% in the training, 70% from ourselves. Yep, not full training support. And we are under hybrid; we not just focusing on one product but three; credit card, personal loan, & mortgage loan.. =_=;; Because many of us especially i'm the weakest actually did quite badly, we yet to proceed to module 2 yet.. still stuck under credit card..

Probably i need to hunt for a plan B now.. T_T but i definitely love my work location.. so near my house le... so so so convenient to me.. Everyday, i so reluctant go to work and not close with some colleagues.. probably i'm the only chinese girl, i'm so lost in there..

All i wish is to be happy, always and forever.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Dreaming 19

I'm so sleepy and tired these days~~~~ and soon gonna be so so so moody thanks to my fatigue.. =_=;;

What happen to me? *recalling back...* .... My brain is so jam...

I have assessment this coming monday. If i fail this, i will have last time to sit for it and fail again.. terminated! @_@ Owkey.. but i'm not in a perfect mental and physical to go through my notes and browse net, and more over, those important notes only can be browse througt their intranet portal. =_=;; Blergh... when i have the mood, then only i go through the notes.

The second week of training is hectic and havoc!!! Stressed with loads of things to stuck in my brain especially handling the systems. Oh my.. so complicated with so many different password i've just created!! Monday is not just our assessment, it is also our mini potluck. =_=;; Busy nya.. and everyone ought to bring some homemade food for the potluck. So i offered myself bringing fruit agar-agar and i just finish making it, waiting the texture to turn harden. Huhu.. hope it is tasty.. i feel like i didn't put enough sugar. Was extremely blurr when doing it. >_<;;

Oh oh.. guess what guess what? Here i announce that my iphone has finally been unlocked and jb-ed!! But sadly only can upgrade to 3.1.3 for now, not iso4. =( Coz i like the features in iso4 especially the ibooks feature. And of coz, i like the multitask function. Huhu.. Anyway.. after a week playing with it, aduii.. having trouble typing message le.. so so so hard, keep typo errors geh.. mang chang when typing message! Anyway, this does not really bother me compare to my credit that i often top up, it finished very fast. Supposingly, after jb, it should not eat my credit but seriously, i dunno where's the errors. Probably my siblings playing my iphone, and dunno what they have been pressing until it eat my credit. Well, most of the time i using my iphone, i often check my credit and the credit still remain the same, still got left over balance but once after my siblings played it, dunno why it is gone till less than RM1. =( And my siblings denied that they only play games, didn't press any other applications. =_=;; So now, i don't top up RM30 anymore like i used to, only RM5. Lucky i'm not using postpaid. Heard many problems using iphone with postpaid sim card from my friends. Huhu.. Come to think of it, i actually kinday like iphone 4, but not the shape of it. Haha..

Okii... these days, been installing some apps into my iphones. Huhu.. don't quite know how to use the iTunes actually. Doesn't really have time to explore my iphone actually. Hmm.. should i get a new casing for it?

Dear pauline, this is my pink lenses. Does not look obvious maybe coz of the light effect. See me in real person, face to face better. Hehe..





















Argh! No mood study la.. how how???

XOXO

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Dreaming 18

Howdy howdy saturday~~~

I always love saturday but soon not looking forward to it because starting next week saturday until probably finish my training, i would have to go come for training on weekend, left only sunday for me to rest. Aiks.. i miss my saturday freedom!!

This is my training class! Wonder where is everyone? Haha.. is lunch hour break!
















Training is actually pretty boring you know. It is like i'm back to my lecture class, back to my uni. And we actually had to do some studies and present each time, by scribbling on mahjong paper instead. I feel sad for killing trees! You know how many mahjong papers that we'd used?? Stress if you wanna know how i feel. Stress coz i'm not afraid of handling customers, but i'm total blank out from the bank language. Please please please speak very simple english so i can understand what the heck you are saying, dear trainer??

Ok la, i'm not totally don't understand at all but somehow i felt i'm still hanging there.. We don't really have 100% full training and support from them; they generate the 30% guiding us and the 70% come from ourselves. Of coz i'm stress coz i wanna learn from a to z as i'm not graduated from financial course. It's great that now i have to do everything by myself.. huhu.. Ok la.. Von Li, you can do it! Must ganbate!! Well, thanks to dear for sometimes picking me up after work for dinner and fetching me back. =P Sometimes, after work, my mind is so empty and i'm so blurr whenever sit inside his car. Tired ma.. what to do.. so long didn't have this tired feeling liao, every night have a good sleep, you know. Hehe..

I love mee raja tom yam! And dear brought me to murni at ss2 after i fong gong for dinner. But dunno what happen, that day the chef cook till not nice geh.. too salty. Yucks! No tom yam taste and no sotong wan. >_<;; Anyway, if you wanna try, go ahead try the original mee raja, it's actually damn nice also.
















If you've once watched Toy Story and Toy Story 2, and you haven't watch Toy Story 3, may i suggest you please go ahead?? Went to tropicana gsc to watch Toy Story 3. Uh huh, i never really explore that mall, maybe i should do so one day. Saw this shop, selling hair wig. Nyuu.. wonder how do i look like in short bob wig?? Anyway, back to Toy Story 3! Love that movie so much, would said even nicer than the 2 previous movies. The storyline was damn good and the ending was unexpected and touching. Tear drops.. sobs sobs sobs.. Oohhh.. love Woody, my favourite character the most!

These toy are lovely! It would be a great collection to collect all these.. but mahal la.. haha. I'm not a millionaire, lol. Love Woody toy the most, of coz. Pulling the string from his back, nyaa.. he speaks!! Lovely~~~





















Before movie, the naughty dear and me was planning to sneak some snacks into the cinema. Hoho.. We went to carrefour to buy some sushi coz so sudden i wanna crave some sushi! Went to the snacks corner and ooohhh.. paradise! Saw this new flavour pringles, and straight grab one; pringles extreme cheese + jalapeno pepper flavour. Opened it, whoa.. the jalapeno smell was strong but after biting it, the texture was crispy and nice and very spicy also. Dear said not nice but ended up he is the one finished most of the chips during the movie. =_=;; Well, i love trying new flavour especially when that flavour look delicious and tempting to me. Anyway, my favourite of coz is still the original flavour and i actually miss the limited edition prapika flavoured pringles. Love pringles!!!





















Huhu.. when can i unlock my iphone!!??? *crossing fngers* T_T

XOXO

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Dreaming 17

Yoo hoo~~ How are you today? I'm fine. Trying to get used to my new hour of sleeping and waking up. During long break, i used to sleep around 3-4am and wake up around 11-12pm. Then finally i found a job and start working. Trying hard to sleep early before my first day but it was hard. Not easy le when you already adapt and get used to your sleeping hour.. The next day, 8 mins late to my first day of work. Huhu.. apparently is first day, the trainers seems lenient and they haven't started the session yet, not to mention some other new colleagues were late as well after me. @_@ Horrible monday.. Of coz.. so early wake up.. during the trainer's speech.. my eyelids can't stand liao and auto shut down but trying hard to make myself stay awake and awake.. My first day was blurr and extremely sleepy.

My temporary trainee tag for Malaysia team. There are roughly around 39 of us, half will be incharge of handling singaporean customers and others will handling under malaysian customers. Lucky me to be placed under Malaysia team because MY team work at Menara LYL at pj area, nearby asia jaya lrt station. SG team work at bukit jalil, so far from my house.

















But that place is not that good when you need find something to eat. Not much variety stalls around. Mostly malay food. Huhu.. i miss chinese food! Lazy to explain bout my company, just clearing this statement that i'm working at Scope International hub that is serving for Standard Chartered. Short to say, orally i would said i work for StanChart since the name is well known, everyone will understand which company i working for instead of saying Scope if people ask me where i work. My job? Handling inbound call. Ok la.. not outbound, maybe can consider kua.. outbound is like doing sales, not my type.

My second day? I finally estimate my time to reach to that company by bus and walk. It is convenient. Don't wanna drive since dad might need the car anytime and if i drive there, i need pay for parking fees since i'm not permanent yet. Not like i got car allowance yet also. Today was ok, sleepy again but REALLY TRYING HARD TO STAY FOCUS. After break, went to the pantry, there are few vending machines there. Drinks and beverages, and snacks. Cheap though. One can of coke or 100 plus, you just slot in 70 cent and voila! Got myself coffee + sugar + cream but slotted in 20 cents. Not coffee fan but no choice, hoping this cup really can make me stay fresh and it worked! Not sleepy at all and my brain very focus for the next trainer's speech about compliance at work.

Hmm.. still thinking should i find other jobs actually. This company seems pushy. Now that the training extend to 7pm but supposingly at 5pm, we also need to go training on saturday! Left only sunday for me to relax. Bit erm song liao.. =( What to do.. working life is like that. That's what everyone told me. But seriously, if only i can find a anti-stress working environment, hope i can find that soon as my this contract is only 3 months.

Nah, i'm not giving up this job yet. Just follow flow but anyhow, is good if there's a plan B and plan C; you never know what might happen. I accepted this job too fast; coz they wanna start training the staffs on 21st, i already turn down 2-3 job interviews.

I'm like attending tutorial class everyday.. lol. I'm sleeping early tonight.

XOXO

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Dreaming 16

Happy Father's Day~~ Love you daddy!

Watched the remake film; The Karate Kid today with family. Well, surprisingly it was not bad, Will's jr is uber cute and small! Looking forward to see him become adult soon. Haha.. Well, i wouldn't call this film as karate kid because the martial art in that film was basically chinese martial art; kung fu. Karate is developed in Japan, not in China. Jackie Chan teaching real kung fu, all about internal qi and calm feeling, not teaching karate. The producer should actually consider bout changing the title to The Kung Fu Kid instead. ^_^

Tomorrow is the day; i'm officially gonna start working soon. So gonna be good girl and go to bed early, no longer 3-4am my bedtime. Hehe.. Kinda feeling nervous and anxious. Wondering what training would they gave us tomorrow. Curious cat now.. Ah well, i just hope i can do my best every each day and stay positive for no matter what gonna happen to me. Good luck Von Li!! My roomate too gonna start working tomorrow, at UOB Bank as management trainee. So envy of her! Her salary is extra RM800 than mine. Good luck to those my dear friends that gonna start working soon and still hunting for jobs! I smell more great jobs coming soon around july. I should have try search longer before accepting my this job so fast but oh well, i desperate need job and money liao.

Went to Pulau Ketam trip yesterday with friends. The weather was uberly hot, and my mood swing along with that terrible weather. We reach there late, actually but it wasn't matter at all as we only went there to eat and then come back the mainland but we definitely cannot miss the final boat which is at 6pm or else we have no idea how we are gonna go back, probably by fisherman boat which i don't quite wish to take that coz i might puke in the middle of the sea, thanx to the fishy smell. It was roughly 30 mins by ship to that island. Quite a lot people went today. Got wedding fuction and i notice got tai lap ya, *VIP people* going there as well, dunno what i heard people screaming welcome Datuk Stephen and Dato Tan Sri something in chinese. Not to mention got tour guide leading the tourists along. Banyaknya orang... so finally we get in to the 3rd ship.

Reached there liao, very small fisherman village. I been there before when i was young with family but so many years liao, i don't remember how small that place look like. Of coz, no car and motorcycle around, only bicycle. Every house or i would said every each person including children have their own bicyle to cycle around that fisherman village. Even old man also cycling around. Since we came with 8 person, pair by pair; one cycle and one sit behind, we rent a bicycle for RM5 for whole day. I wish to cycle myself actually but stupid me wearing skirt, so just ride behind of dear and hug him from his back. A bit afraid when he start cycling coz he so long didn't cycle and the way he cycle seems unbalance. Aiks.. scary!! But slowly he seems ok liao but i'm still nervous because there's not any fences around and i'm afraid that anytime i can fall out from the bicycle and fall on the muddy sand full with baby crabs. >_<;;

















We found out place to eat! No chicken no pork. Only seafood. Sadly didnt bring my camera because the camera seems spoiled liao the day before i go for the trip. Dear brought his dslr camera but i don't like using big camera to snap photos and i dunno how to use dslr. We ordered 7 type of dishes. I love almost all the dishes except butter prawn and crab. Love the most is fried lala, lala cake, and fried mantis prawn. =) Yummy~~

After the meal, we travel quarter that village by cycling our bicyle. Not really get used to cycle in such narrow walking path and it's quite bumpy. Then almost near to 6pm, we head up to the jeti but stopped awhile at the shop that sell the local products. Bought some snacks for family. And that's the end of the trip.

Urm urm, actually would said not really end because one of my friends who was driving accidently lock his manual gear and he didn't bring the key along with him. @_@ So half of them go back by ktm whereas the half us go back by car. Poor thing. Stay at dear's house, bath and straight fall asleep while waiting the other half to come back pj after settle everything because we wanna have dinner/supper together at ss2. Very very very tired.... =3

Hunger for spicy food now; wanna eat mee raja tom yam at murni!!!!

XOXO

Friday, June 18, 2010

Dreaming 15

I love today! Tee hee~~ Maybe hanging out with dear is fun and especially something happened today. Uh oh.. @_@

Within this June month, it is the 3rd time i'm going hospital again to postpone my x-ray screening and doctor's consultant. =( Not i ask for it la, if i have no other choice. Sobs.. first time was to book appointment coz i forget to see doctor last year. The i went again for the second time to postpone the date coz i thought i was going for the redang trip with friends; they asked if i can postpone my date so that everyone can make it for the trip. Well, unfortunately the trip was cancel due to the peak season and i was extremely broke that time. Now the third time was coz, that specific date clash with my training; i'm gonna start working soon and will be under training for the first few weeks. I don't wanna miss anything bout the training, so i decided to postpone the date. Huhu..

Kinda pity my dear the most; he'd actually accompanied me to that hospital for 3 times liao.. aiyoyo.. erm hou yi si but go alone very sien, got ppl accompany, not so boring. It was many people today, waited quite long. What do you expect in government hospital. @_@ After settle my date appointment, tapao american chocolate brownies at secret recipe and ate inside the car while we move on to next place; to my second house to take 1 whole set of doraemon manga for my siblings, return the clean curtains to kai jie, and take ba chang from her house.

Hungry again, tapao mcd fries and eat inside the car while we're going back to sunway to return my car back to my dad and i'm sitting his van to go another place. Whole day outing with him today.. Unfortunately.. the smart dear left his car key at my second house and great! We're actually rushing time to go back his house to send his bro to tuition. Around that time, the highway to my second house is extremely jam! His face was total freaked out and panic. =D No choice but to use back my car to send his bro and neighbour's kid to tuition.

After that, going all the way back to my second house, i bought a pizza hut seafood lasagna and we both ate inside the car while jam-ing all the way to my second house. Third time eating inside my car and i realize we both didn't have proper meal yet! After took back his key, we rush back to my house and return the car to my dad and then i followed him back to his house coz he wanna bath.

Then finally we have proper meal at ss2 mamak for our dinner; love the chicken rice so much! Dinner finished liao, we then head up to pantai dalam, to visit meng wai and looking forward to see some stuffs that she wanna show to me and sell to me. She was showing me the fake eyelashes, fake nails, and some korean clothes. I'm more interested with the fake nails. There are so many and varieties~~ My eyes dizzy while seeing and choosing which one i like the most. Ended up, got myself 3 different fake nails sets. Can't wait to wear it! Then bought along buffer nail and mini jean skirt. Haha.. cham la.. i need press money liao for tomorrow before going pulau ketam.

Seriously, so so so tired today~~~ Haha.. I'm like seeing the road so often... and also stuck in the jam many times.. gonna have sweet dream tonight liao.. I wanna watch Toy Story 3!!!

XOXO

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Dreaming 14

Kyaa~~ playing with the blogspot templates now.. huhu.. i wanna put new skin for my blog but dunno how to do..

Owkay.. no feeling although before that quite mang chang; so i gotta wait for the latest unlock software 4.0 only can unlock my iphone, that means short to say, it is act as a display now. Great! First time got such a troublesome mobile. Should have just get Sony Satio with 12 mega pixel camera instead since my favourite feature from handphone is camera!
















But i guess, iphone is not bad either, just the starting of using it kinda wanna throw it to wall. =P Found this fella at lowyat forum, seems to have many good feedbacks. So i pm-ed him and ask bout the my iphone details. Pretty friendly guy, answered all my enquiries. Since my iphone is 3GS model, at the moment he can't unlock my iphone with the software 3.1.3. Don't ask me what it that, i seriously dunno anything about this. So i was advised to wait for the latest software 4.0 which i don't have any idea when izzit gonna be released and hopefully IT IS FAST!! coz i don't want my poor baby to be covered by dust. Rumors saying around July but i hope it is ASAP! *crossing fingers*

Well, interested to find new clothes for my baby; casing for my iphone duhh~~ =P The soft skin casing that my aunt got for me, too guyish. I want something special; colourful! Still exploring in lowyat forum, pretty pricy too.. take my sweet time hunting for it. Aiya, a bit sad is cannot hang strap on iphone. So wanna hang it on my neck coz i can be pretty forgetful about where the stuffs i normally put especially my phones! Hang it on my neck then i know where is my phone is liao..

Oh well.. gotta go for bath now~~ Been bathing cold water lately.. thanks to the hot weather~~ No doubt; cold water actually good for your skin, you know?

XOXO

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Dreaming 13

Yatta yatta yatta!! My snailmail from UK has arrived around noon at my front door house, not to mention my colour contact lenses from 2 sellers as well! So excited bout it! Yaiy yaiy!!!

Big box arrived~~ XDD



















Taa daa~~ got bigga stuffed plastic inside.. uh huh.. so sad... mummy can't post the heels to me this time. Nooooo~~~~ T_T Well, what's inside? Clothes and my long waited iphone! Hehe



















Didn't snap my bro's clothes and also didn't snap the legging. Only these 3 tops. I like the most is from the left one. Can wear it as a top or mini dress~~



















Nyaa~~ My Iphone~~ *blinks* Okies.. so wanna get nice casing for it. Nyuu~~



















Around the time i received this parcel, my friend came to my house and lucky, he own an iphone, so he was trying to look through this iphone come all the way from uk. I dunno anything bout this iphone at all. Lazy to do research about it though. Just told mummy can i have iphone and there it is.

Thanks for helping me download the iTunes in my lappie and search some informations bout it. We found out that, i can't use phone unless to unlock plus jailbreak it. @_@ Since it does not have warranty in malaysia, so i was advised to jailbreak it. What's jailbreak? As what i heard and what i understand *i'm often blurr case, you know* .. is something like you modified it so that you can download unlimited applications for FOC; even for certains application that you must pay for it actually also FOC i assume, you can change the theme, change the ringtones into your favourite tones.. and etc which are something i yet to explore.. @_@ I've send my iphone to mr hp uncle and will get it back this friday, hopefully. Aiyaya.. i thought it can be settle fast so that i can have times to explore my iphone before going pulau ketam trip this saturday. Betcha gonna take awhile to fully master this technology of iphone. I'm so noob in it! X_X Nyuu.. what are the most important application should i download for my iphone?? Ish ish.. so mang chang that i actually wanna throw this iphone on the wall! *this iphone come all the way from uk and you wanna hit it on wall?* >_<;; Who invent such troublesome technology? XP I can imagine myself gonna be so phik chik using the iphone soon. Hahaha..

Well, many asked me; why didn't i get Iphone 4 instead? Iphone 4 is gonna be released soon end of this month, i think.. why didn't i wait longer for it? Haha.. Actually, i kinda like the features in the iphone 4 instead of 3gs, plus it has video call and camera flash. You can even open many applications at the same times. Iphone 4 it seems like everything~~ So i bet it is pretty pricy too.. I don't like squary design but curvy shape and i didn't know when the exact date to be released of this latest iphone 4. Plus i erm hou yi si demand more from my aunt coz she's the one actually applying the line and got me this iphone. I actually got this 3gs quite long ago, 1-2 months or could be longer. Just my mum haven't post it coz she was planning buy some clothes for us to put together inside the parcel. Ahh.. nevermind la.. i no need so yao yeng, so canggih handphone. Can use to call, can type messages, snap photos, play games.. can liao. Hehe..

My lovely lenses~~ I got three pairs now! Whoota!! Wonder can i have another 1 pair?? Pauline just told me she didn't order the Pop C light grey, only the I Fairy. Hehe.. dajiubu! I so wanna get another pair and i want grey colour~~ In love with grey~~ Remember the other troublesome seller? She or he finally posted my 2nd lenses. Finally~~



















This is I Jewel Pink from I Fairy. Wah.. the diameter is big. 16.2mm? Can't wait to put this on but need get new contact lense case. Gonna make my eyes big big.. @_@



















This is Geo Magic Colour. Urm urm.. i would named it pinklish purple, the colour seems very light. This, i don't wanna open yet coz i don't think i can wear so many lenses. It says lenses can stand for 1 year, but i think half a year or less, we shall dispose it liao because, keep wearing so long period is not good.



















I'm hungry~~ So wanna eat spicy tuna pasta~~~

XOXO

Monday, June 14, 2010

Dreaming 12

Knock myself. =P Watashi wa learned lesson from that incident liao. Gomen ne to those who worried moi~~ Next time watashi wa will be more more more alert and pray that it will never happen on watashi wa again. Sobs sobs.. Gomen ne chooi yee chan~~ =3

Baka mr postman! Where is my parcel from UK?? Been waiting more than a week liao and it is suppose to come to me less than 1 week! Aunt purposely buy the insurance for this parcel because there is some important thing inside!! Baka baka baka!!

And now i'm waiting for my another parcel again that i ordered together with pauline and send to my house address; colour lenses! Owkay.. dear's gonna get mad at me soon.. but i can't help it. Ssshhh.. he don't always check my blog.. don't tell him i bought new lenses again. Hehe..

Pauline told me Geo lenses is not that good, so she reckon me other brand such as I Fairy, Pop C and Dueba lenses. I would reckon I Fairy because I Fairy lenses contains 55% water content which means it moisture your eyes when wearing it; won't easily dry so fast. And it is 16.2mm, makes your eyes big. Haha. I ordered I Fairy Jewel Pink after seeing how pretty the pink colour look on pauline's eyes, i'm tempted to get myself one, thinking it could match my many colourful clothes. Wish that the lenses parcel could arrive safe at my place before this coming saturday because i'm going pulau ketam trip with my friends.



















I not just ordered I Fairy but also Pop C as well. Dilemma in choosing between green and grey, i decided to pick natural colour, light grey. Hehe.. I always love grey colour lense and it is natural colour to asian people besides brown hazel.
























Ok.. dear is gonna be busy these whole week; training his deck for the coming competition of Magic Card tournament. He wish to enter 2010 Nationals Qualifier, hope he can do it! Good luck dear~~~~ You have my support~~ Hehe..

Aiyaya, as for me, i'm gonna start work soon. Feeling nervous. Hope all's well, end's well. Hehe.. Btw, lucky it is 3 months contract, not 6 months. So in within 3 months, i gotta think carefully is this job suit me. But can't deny it, the benefits is good. Working under bank, you actually can gain many benefits in terms of experience and financial such as they will subsidize your credit loan, car loan, house loan, OT paids, bonus, and etc. But work under bank, as what most ppl telling me; it is stress but they said the future is good; you can be promoted. But sometimes, i hope to do something i like. I always wanted to be a flight attendant but due to my scoliosis, i dunno do i stand a chance to become one. I wanna try working in a different environment that fly on the air, while serving the customers and travel around the work.

Wisdom tooth is torturing me now.. i must be very heaty.. Ouch! And i'm craving for tom yam bihun~~~

XOXO

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Dreaming 11

Got nightmare last time; really learn some lesson from it and seriously, i'm actually still feeling bad bout it. Really appreciate to some of my friends suddenly alert me about this, makes me realizes some abnormal situation at that moment. I'm really blurr case girl.. =(

My very good friend, pauline come over to my house last night and stayed until very late. Her house is very near my place but because it is late and the security in my area is not safe, so i offered to fetch her back. Girl ma, better don't let her walk alone outside especially night time.

Once i drop her at the guard house, then i head up back to my house. At that moment, i just drove back and suddenly i heard a small bang sound but it was very short then i thought probably my car tyre went into big hole. At that moment also, it was only cars around, so i just keep on driving coz i so wanna go back home and meet my bed. Then suddenly someone knocked my window, so i turn around and slow down my speed, actually i didn't even speed since i'm driving at housing area. It was a malay motorist knocking my window, so i stop my car, a little side of the road, and that place was freakin' dark actually, not to mention that fella actually wearing dark coloured clothes and having dark skin; i hardly notice there's a human there.

Because my Bubble was inside my car, so i didn't fully let down my passenger's window seat, and i try look at him and ask what's wrong. As i recall back and i edited some conversation between us,

Motorist: hey cik, you langgar i. motor i kepala tercabut.

Me: huh? saya tak nampak you punya motor langsung *i don't see any motorists around my car at all, plus i'm driving in the middle of road, not side.. @_@*

Motorist: apa macam skrang?

Me: huh? you ok tak? ada cedera tak?

Motorist: saya punya kaki cedera ya, you punya tayar langgar i punya kaki.. motor jatuh pulak.. *and i really thought i really bang into him, OMG, i'm so worried him and actually almost get down from car to check on him but.. *

Me: ada cedera tak? boleh pandu??

Motorist: ah.. boleh la.. kepala motor tercabut je... apa macam skrang?

Me: err.. you nak jumpa ayah i tak?? i tinggal berhampiran sini je.. you ikut kereta i la..

And he nodded. At that moment, i realize that the word "apa macam" normally demanding for money and i didn't bring my wallet out coz i only send my friend back home very fast. And also, i feeling guilty; i bang into him and cause him injured. T_T So i called my dad and told him bout this incident.

My superhero daddy deal with the motorist then, and i stand behind my dad, looking at him to see if he is still alright coz i'm worried bout him and panic from what had happened just now. My dad was pretty strict, he asked that motorist that whether did he bring his license along with him and that fella said no, and oh gosh, dad straight shoot him saying that he also got wrong as he didn't bring license with him yet he still riding around.

He seems panic heard my dad suddenly shoot him like that and he said that his leg hurt and injured; he wanted a claim. My dad suggested to go police station and he actually refused, saying that his motor does not covered by insurance. He don't wanna go to police station but rather want the matter settle at that moment. I'm still feeling bad and guilty, i asked him that does his leg or foot bleed, and i wanted see his injured leg but he didn't want show me, just saying that no blood, and telling me is ok.

My dad offered to send the motor at his friend shop for repair but the motorist say no need; he can repair at some other place, so my dad asked how much he want; he demand for 60 bucks but dad only giving 50bucks and deal! End of story... >_<;; I apologize to him and also my dad. Checking on my car finally, still normal but a minor scratch at the side second seat.

I really feel like wanna burst coz i hurt someone and told my dear and few of my friends that online yesterday midnight. Extremely down at that time, my friend suddenly alert me something and suddenly i realize something abnormal because there's a case that people purpose accident with you, then suddenly take your car, kidnap you, rape you, hurt you or etc or some wanted money.. @_@ Oh my gawd.. i totally didn't alert bout this new case happening recently because all my mind was thinking "oh shit, i bang someone!"

First, when a person leg injured, actually he cannot ride his motor, let alone able to stand. I heard the small bang sound but i didn't stop my car, still driving into another corner and it was quite a distance till he knocked my window and told me bout my car bang into him. He actually manage to chase me back.. Second, he saying the word "apa macam" means he want me give him money instead of reporting to the police. Well, if it's really my fault, why not just report police instead? Third, he did not want to report police when my dad suggested we should go police station to make a report. Fourth, i wanted see his injured part but he did not want to show me. Hmm.. my friend told me that i probably kena conned by him.

And that's the scary part, if i really get down from my car and deal with him face to face without telling my dad, and he actually got bad intention, then it is me in danger position since i'm the only girl there in the dark area place. @_@ I'm so stupid.. T_T But anyhow, i'm feeling guilty if i really bang into him and cause him hurt. Feel bad and scare..

Learn mistakes from this silly girl. When comes to this situation, don't get down from car, just lock your door. Pull down quarter level of the window if wanna deal with that person. It's best to straight settle the problem at police station. Don't lead him to your house; i felt stupid that i actually lead him to my house to talk to my dad.. baka baka baka me!

Haiz, seriously nightmare.. T_T Makes me don't dare go out alone anymore.. >_<;; What a night... =(

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Dreaming 10























Happy 23th Buffday dear~~~~ Although the surprise plan seems to be busted -->> thanx to some big mouth friend, haha.. but i glad you appreciated it. Hehe.. Feel kinda sad actually that my plan was ruined. >_<;;

Been planning this so long, should said i was thinking about this during my final exam period.. so you guys can understand how frust am i actually when the plan was busted out in front of him.. but since i promised the birthday boy that from 12am till 12am of his birthday, i will not be emo and must be happy, cannot get mad at him. Haha.. slowly, my mood are getting better better, probably i keep reminding myself of what i promised him. Haha.. Yep, i'm a very emotional and sensitive person, you can say i'm quite typical cancer maybe since cancer behaviour is famous with emo and sensitive characteristics. Haha..

This whole week was hectic to me. Did i mentioned earlier that i'm going for my 2nd interview? Yea, i went there with no feeling of nervous at all, probably coz i felt i don't even care if i'm not hire by them coz i still feel like wanna rot at home longer and enjoy my freedom moments, short to say, i'm lazy. Haha.. The interview was relaxing though; i'm like chatting with my interviewer and he told me lotsa infos about this position that makes me dunno what to ask him back. And straight he told me that he shortlist me to go for my 2nd interview for this position. Haha.. ok.. the 2nd stage is not gonna be easy peasy for me, i guess. Oh well, i just follow the flow~~

My 2nd stage interview was on thursday, another building this time. This time i saw more candidates. Before the interview start, i was given an assessment test. I flipped the pages, it was thick and i saw numbers! @_@ There are 3 sections; your english grammars, english spelling, and mathematic. Cham lou.. i hate anythings deal with numbers coz i'm horrible when comes to calculation. But when i look carefully, it was actually very basic and easy except i don't remember how to count the pecahan and perpuluhan without using calculator. >_<;; After the assessment test, we all waited for our turn to be interviewed. Not long, it was my turn and there was 2 interviewers. Ok.. feeling bit nervous but not as serious as my first interview last time at KL. They asked me to tell them about myself *very basic question*, ask me demo when there's customer call in from different ways, how should i reply them, and etc.. So this interview was actually quite relaxing, except my mind can't function quite well, so reply some sentences which actually i felt regreted answering is that way. @_@ Coz that answer was seems to show me that i'm SO confident.. aiks.. i shouldn't answer that way.. T_T

Anyway, the next day they called me and told me that i got selected for this service banker *customer service executive* position! Oh my, really unexpected though.. @_@ And i accept the offer coz i really need a job and working in bank field actually can benefits me a lot especially when comes to experience to add up in my resume for the future. Plus, this is a 6 months contract, so i wanna give a try and i don't wanna regret if i don't try it. And i'm looking forward to get paid! Haha XDD Which bank? Wanna guess? It is blue and green colour~~ XP Training start on 21st! So darn fast!! I still wanna rot at home!! Sighs.. i'm feeling the pressure of working life now.. sobs.. T_T Praying hard to survive the 6 months!!

I'm so tired.. really ought to sleep now~~

XOXO

Monday, June 7, 2010

Dreaming 9

Ooohhhh.. i love catchy songs these days~~~~ like cabi cabi, run devil run, eenie meenie, tik tok, telephone... all so catchy! Makes my body itchy wanna dance! Haha..

Interview tomorrow.. dunno why.. no feeling at all. Maybe i probably decided to help family business till my maid come back from Indonesia and i shall find the real job. But who knows, i might get hired. Then definitely looking forward to get my first paid. There are few friends that i so wanna cheng with my first paid because there are my very important precious friends who always believe me, support me and be by my side and most important, accept whoever i am.

Sighs.. my future vision is still blurry.. really unsure what i wanna do at this stage now. Since small, my road was easy. From tadika, entered primary Assunta (1) and then proceed to SMK Assunta then entered to SMK Bukit Bintang (L) and got offer letter to study in UPM. See, easy peasy without my daddy's help actually. Unlike other parents, their kids entered primary, but once in secondary level, they wish they kid enrolled in other better school and go everywhere, do whatever paperwork agreements to make sure their kids enter the school they wished to. And then when it's about time to enter diploma level, some parents also need to help their kids in searching which education institute is better for their kids' future. Parents definitely play an important role in kids' future education. My case? I didn't really ask my parents' help most of the time, only bring the forms, explain to them and get their signature agreement and poofs! This is where i am now. But now, there's no more direction. I'm kinda lost..

I had a friend, who once mentioned this;

~If you have lotsa friends around you and always care for you, meaning that you are having good personalities. However, if you doesn't have many friends to keep in touch with you or being around you everyday, it shows that you are not possesing a good personalities.~

I totally disagreed with this statement. Even is a person has less friends, but he has real true friends around him and he know he can trust them. That does not prove he has bad personalities. One of my very good friend, she's quiet type, and can see she does not have many friends around her, but she really appreciate our friendship. Once in a blue moon, we attempt to hang out together for long long chat and it was great because we can be ourselves; not afraid to show our weaknesses to each other. Maybe something i learned from my previous secondary school, having many friends just showing how popularity you are among with friends, not proving how good personalities you have. I'm not jealous though.. because i know i'm kinda anti social type but i can mix around too. I'm pretty talkative once you know me. Having too many friends, you won't know which one actually sincerely wanna be your friend or which one actually got intention, that's why wanna be your friend. And you will never know, certain friends among you, might actually backstab you. In front of you, they were so happy to find you, to hang out with you, treat you so nice, but behind of you, you will never know how much they wanna crash you down. Oohh.. scary.. But i know, having too many friends is not something to be proud and brag of. To me, having you as my friend makes me so proud and happy!

To my friend who wrote this statement, if you ever happen to read my blog, don't be offended. This is just my point of view; i just wanna share it out in my blog. As long as you are listed in my friend list, you are always my wonderful friend and i'm glad to be one of your friends. Love ya~~

XOXO

Dreaming 8

Oh no, it's monday now! Sobs..

Currently browsing for colour contact lenses while blogging this page at the same time. Been thinking what should i type today le..

This is my new colour lense, Geo Magic Colour 3 tones - CM 902. I'd call this honey hazel colour. Mind my pale face with my big forehead. Eh! My big forehead good le.. bring good luck wan eh.. can against devil wan ar. =P This is how the eye colour look like. Nature?? I think i own an eagle eye~~



















This is the colour that i see from the website..














Love this colour actually.. currently still waiting for my other colour, still dealing with that idiot seller!! Arghh.. i need change another kind and better seller! Ohh.. feel like wanna get third colour lenses.. i wanna get pink colour and grey colour, and another lighter brown colour~~

Go pyramid today with pauline and have our brunch at Shilin and bought ourselves a bowl of oyster mee suah each. It was nice except i don't eat the oyster, tastes awful to me coz it is raw. Yucks~~ But the mee suah was nice.
























Then pauline went back early to follow her family go pavillion shopping*i never been to pavillion before* and i was all alone. It was my plan anyway before asking her come with me. Wanted to buy olive oil at jusco but ended up i didn't go to the grocery section. Instead, i got daddy a cute t-shirt design from giordano as father's day gift. Although i haven't start working yet and daddy still giving me pocket money, so short to say is his money that i'm using to buy this t-shirt but i can't help it. The design is cute as World Cup coming soon and my daddy love to watch football match. Wonder when will i get my first salary, neh? =P

Then walked into the new renovated Watson, my favourite store! So bright and so new. Bought something from there and spotted this ceramic 10 in 1 styler in PINK series! Oohh.. i love this! So pink~~ I'm not pink fan however i don't hate pink. Whatever colours that sudden attract my eyes, i will love it! Anyway, perhaps once i start working, i should get myself a styler especially curler. So wanna buy this.. so wanna style my hair~~ So so so pink~~



















Speaking bout pink, every wednesday, if you show something pink to the ice-cream seller, you can buy 1 scoop price for 1 scoops. So wanna eat ice-cream now~~~ Miss oreo mc flurry~~

Watched Prince of Persia, i gotta said this out loud; IT WAS AWESOME!!! Oopsy.. maybe because of the main hero, Jake Gyllenhaal is total HOT BABE!! And i love seeing blue eyes celebrities like Nicole Kidman and Taylor Swift.

Pretty amazing, Jake is so man and hot now, je l'adore~~~ This first movie starring by him that i watched was not from Brokeback Mountain; i never watched this before and so i do not know who's starring at this movie back then. The first time i saw him was in this movie, Bubble Boy, starring by him and it was nice. At that time, he was young, kiddo look and silly. That movie was nice and funny too.























Jimmy Livingston is a boy born without an immune system. Because of this, he is forced to live in a bubble dome in his bedroom in Palmdale, California (Bubble Boy was filmed mostly in Palmdale, California.) For this reason, his neighbors nickname him Bubble Boy. Jimmy's mother, a devout right-wing Christian and antisocial, only exposes him to Highlights magazine and the Land of the Lost television show for entertainment. When he is a teenager, a girl named Chloe moves in next door. Jimmy is immediately taken with her, even though his mother warns him that Chloe does not seem like the kind of girl Jesus would befriend. Despite his mother's warning, Jimmy and Chloe become good friends. They develop a close relationship. At one point, Chloe tries to come into his bubble, but Jimmy is afraid of contamination and does not let her in.


One day, Chloe visits Jimmy and tells him that she is leaving for Niagara Falls to marry her long-time boyfriend, Mark. She announces that the wedding will take place in three days. She then asks Jimmy if he thinks that Mark is "the one," but Jimmy refuses to answer her. When Chloe tries to give him a gift, Jimmy refuses to accept it. Chloe is upset and decides to exit, leaving the present with Jimmy. Later, Jimmy opens the present, a homemade snow globe that contains miniature models of Jimmy and Chloe sitting on the phrase I Love You. Jimmy realizes that Chloe cares for him deeply. Overcome with guilt for having driven Chloe away, Jimmy builds a mobile bubble suit and sneaks off into the night, determined to stop the wedding.


Throughout his journey to Niagara Falls, Jimmy runs into a wide variety of people, including the Bright and Shiny cult, the Dr. Phreak traveling sideshow circus, Slim the biker and his gang of motorcyclists, Pippy, Pappy, Poonany, Pushpop the Indian ice cream man, and his parents. These people cause many problems for Jimmy throughout his journey but, through a comical chain of events, they help Jimmy arrive at Niagara Falls on time. Jimmy stops the wedding and takes off his bubble suit, allowing him to touch the girl he loves. He collapses and presumably dies. Jimmy's father then forces Jimmy's mother to confess that Jimmy had developed a fully functional immune system when he was four years old, and Jimmy realizes that he is not dead at all. It is revealed that Mrs. Livingston had hidden this fact from Jimmy to protect him from the world. Jimmy forgives her and leaves the church with Chloe. Later, Jimmy and Chloe are married with all of their new friends in attendance. Then, Pippy, Pappy and Poonanny drive the happy couple to their honeymoon. (Source: Wikipedia)


Nyuu~~

XOXO

Friday, June 4, 2010

Dreaming 7

My first interview -->> busted! Muahahaha.. =P

Thank you dear for accompanying me and driving me there, with lil' help of wikimap! Well, nervous coz i dunno what sort of interview would be, so i arranging my certs and googling for some interview tips and guidelines. My feeling at that moment was nervous and anxious as i keep checking the clock needle keep moving tik tok tik tok very fast. *gulps*

Well, i really did some small research for this interview but heck, i didn't know it was kinda tough. Before entering the interview room, i was given few forms to fill in; one is resume form *yer, need to write again meh when i has already printed out my resume* and another is 10 questions proficiency test. That test is hard and i knew it that i need to carefully study their website. =_=;; Not only that, i even need to have basic economy skill in my brain when they asked bout return on investment? Lol.. i forgot liao.. Cham lor.. how to do.. So that test, i shoot quite a lot of bullets! Ehehehe.. XP

During the interview, i'm total hell nervous. Maybe that's coz my first interview. My interview was quite long, think so more than 30 mins because dear was waited me almost more than 1 hour and i knew i took quite long to answer that 10 questions test. Ish! The interviewer was whoa.. very like a big boss style, very corporate style. Haha.. Asked me alot of questions regarding bout sales. Sei lor.. i really dunno how to answer this type of questions because i generally from linguistic field and before i apply this job, i did not know it was a sales job because it stated as management trainee and under confidential company, and i pretty sure it did not state anything bout doing sales. So it was quite unfair for me coz i dunno anything bout it and moreover, i dislike doing sales if i given a choice coz i'm not good in persuading people to buy something.

This interview is basically wanna hire very business minded type. Well, corporate sales executive, this position title seems like whoa.. a very high good job but nahh.. it is telemarketing field; i don't like the most! He wanted to test my stimulation test the next day but after long discuss with dear and my friend, i just turn down this job on the next day. Haha.. well, at least i learn something from the interview. I think i can't find job for now as my maid gonna go back Indonesia for a month, i guess and i have to stuck in shop and do some housechores. Aiks.. mummy's not yet. Sad.. T_T

I'm really collecting dust.. i want more pocket money!

After the interview done, dear brought me to mid valley for dinner, at KFC. Yummy~~ so long didn't eat liao.. Lucky i brought some casual clothes to change; dislike wearing too formal wears at shopping complex.

This blazer, i bought very long time ago, lend to my friends to wear it but myself haven really official wear it out except wear for few mins to snap my passport. So this is my first time.
























Teehee~~ Thanx for today~~




















After dinner, we went for the dessert section with siew quan and yi vern at the dessert place where jenny and meng wai brought me before; Snowflakes Taiwan Dessert *oopsy.. i forgot the fullname again*

This is snowflakes bestseller, cold version. It contains guilinggao, grassjelly, and taroballs *officially two flavours; sweet potato & yam*, and add some cream topping. yummieee~~




















This is MUST TRY! Japan, combo! Nice~~~ think so they added soya bean, cream, then red bean and ochaballs topping. So wanna crave more! Love the ochaball.. very really green tea taste.. Nice nice nice!




















My snailmail contact lenses arrived yesterday and sadly, only one pair arrived. Where's the others? Kinda pissed with the seller, he or she is not being friendly. Saying that the colour i want does not have my power, yet didn't inform me early and didn't return my balance, super slow replier!! I'm really pissed. Keep emailling that person to ask how much my balance left and see what other colours that attract me. So sad, my grey colour no stock T_T coz i wanted grey colour the most. Anyway, love the other one that had finally arrived to me. So so so love this honey colour lenses.

Ah, my drama gonna start soon. See ya~

XOXO

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Dreaming 6


















Appy Appy Buffday to my dearest roomate-san, sweetie Sharon~~ Bigga bigga girl and may your filled with lotsa good luck in your future ahead of you~~~

This silly girl was so touched when we surprised her at the Redbox, Pyramid. Well, she should be touched anyway because there was a surprise special unknown guest, you guess who?? Haha.. c'est moi!!!

Ok, here goes the story; the buffday surprise plan for my roomate-san! The notty notty and cunning me planned this with her friends, around few weeks ago. I secretly added her friend in facebook, well.. i wouldn't said secretly added him coz sharon definitely can view from the mutual friends list though but yep, i added him and sharon probably think i added him because i penyibuk wanna meet gentleman in her friend list; she told me this friend damn gentleman till many girls attracted to him. Don't worry. I'm not attracted to him at all! Not long then, i discussed with him and also sharon's best friend bout sharon's birthday surprise. My plan was, her best friend and me suddenly appear and surprise her. Oh, this mr gentleman, her bestfriend and me are not really close to each other but similary, we are close and linked to sharon. We kept this very private and confidential plan discussion because sharon is very suspicious type and easily guess something not right.

We come out with many plans; go chilli's, go sepang gold coast and etc.. @_@ due to my tight budget, i just hope can go somewhere affordable, so the idea sing k at redbox, pyramid popped out! We choosed the party package; night package. Not bad actually, included many things for RM228.00++ for 5 pax ;
  • buffet
  • fruits platter
  • tidbits
  • cake
  • 3 jugs beer/soft drinks/orange juice
  • 1 bottle sparkling juice
The day has come finally! But sadly, her bestfriend could not make it out of sudden but the plan to sing k is still on! Still taking the 5 pax night package coz if we buy cake from outside, it could be around that amount too. I reach earlier and meet up with tiff at pyramid meanwhile lee picking up sharon. I booked the room at 8pm, so around there, tiff and me enter the room first. Anxiously looking forward to meet sharon, tiff and me pick up some songs to sing though. Okey, i'm not the singing type of person but tiff's voice is amazing! Paiseh nia... >_<;; Waited almost 15mins, lee sms-ed and said sharon still getting ready in BATHROOM! Oh my gawd!!! She's a super slowpoke when inside the bathroom! The rules of singing k is only for 3 hours and unsure will they extend our singing time for free or not, so i quickly rush lee to rush her! Super slowpoke! Could not wait anymore, tiff and me go to the buffet corner and find something to shove into our mouth.

Okey, i'm so impatient because i've waited almost 1 hour and i reach pyramid arond 7.30pm. The main actress finally reveal herself around 9pm and she was really surprised to see tiff and me! Haha, gotcha! You fall in my trap! Hahaha.. well.. she was excited and start picking her favourite songs and favourite singers especially sun yan zi. She love singing and her job now is to entertain us with her singing! Basically, we sing, we eat, we snap some photos, we laugh in that room till around 2am but oh wait, tiff went back 1 hour early before sharon and me. She actually felt so touched that her tears drop. Awhhh.. roomate-san is such a baby~~~ Hahaha.. momma so proud of you! Really really tai kor lui liao~~ The birthday gal sing till no breath and no voice liao.. here comes the new singer that gonna entertain the guests today~~~ la~~ la~~ la~~ bad romance~~~
























Love the cake, just a normal butter cream cake but it was so delicious that i want crave second piece but once the staff enter the room to clear the plates and cups away, i didn't aware that he took away my second piece on my plate!!! So sad when i only nibble a bit from that piece. T_T
























The surprise plan was a success! Although she can be a meanie roomate-san, sometimes i really mad at her, sometimes hate her too but i knew it, through from her tiny heart, she really treat me as a friend and i really treat her as my friend too. I really appreciate this friendship.

Awkay... my first job interview is tomorrow, well.. not really since already pass 12am and now is 2nd June liao. *dies*

I applied this management trainee at jobstreet, and the company was set confidential, so i did not know what company is that was. Since i'm focusing on management trainee position, i read the requirements on the private company profile, it said;

· Are you Fun Loving?
· Are you someone who can fall in love with your job?
· Are you passionate when you talk to someone?
· Do you enjoy taking a break once yearly?
· Are you proactive in doing things?
· Are you compassionate to the people around you?
· Are you someone who likes to work independently?

If you have answered yes to all the seven questions above, then we would like to meet you!


It seems quite interesting, so without doubt, i just click send my resume to that company. Within these days, i keep sending lotsa lotsa applications till i don't remember which company i'd sent and which position i'd applied for.

The day before yesterday, which was the day i'm gonna celebrate my roomate-san's birthday countdown, an unknown number called my 012 hp. Thought is an international call from my mum at UK, i quickly press the green button and said "Hello!" in a very loud hyper voice. An male voice said "hello..." and i stone suddenly and my voice seems tremble and awkwardly return another "hellooo.." again. I'm feeling so so so paiseh at that moment. But at that moment i was so in rush, rushing to go pyramid meet tiff and enter redbox, so i told that man if he could call back me the next day and he said ok. Aduii.. felt hot blood flowing my veins!

So the next day he called me back and telling me bout the company history and what are they doing. Ok.. it seems to be a big company which is UNI Strategic that deal with lotsa global clients such as Petronas, FedEx, Unilever, Shell, Nokia.. etc.. And he told me that this is the position that will deal with mostly prime corporate people.. Whoa!! I'm quite excited though but at the same times, i'm afraid and nervous. You can say i'm lack of confident. Can't help it.. is my first interview and i doubt i'm soon gonna get busted! And i know, first interview is always a failure for every fresh grads. The position that i'm gonna be interviewed was corporate sales executive. Another whoa! Sales.. >_<;; hate doing sales because i'm total suck in persuading people to buy the sales. >_<;;

Butterfly in my tummy now.. eventhough i'm not really keen to get this job because after all, it is only first interview.. and my first reply from one of the applications, but i'm afraid of my mental block during the interview process; what they will bombard me and what i will bombard them back? Is the salary high? Is this job gonna be fun working environment? Argh!! I dunno anything at all.. really need to do big research before interview at UBN Tower at Jalan P.Ramlee. God help me! I dunno any KL routes!

Okey.. googling some guidelines and preparation for the interview, at the same times, doing company research. I didn't expect that the interview will be on the next day; so soon coz i thought of shopping for some nice sophisticated formal wears this weekend. Right now i don't have any nice formal wears in my overloaded wardrobe but happily i found a blazer that i bought long long time ago at summit. Maybe i can just wear a pants, a spaghetti strap top and a blazer to cover it. That gonna give some corporate attire feel~~

Ok.. is 2.30am now.. hope everything goes well on me during the interview progress.. I'm so nervous and feeling myself so naive! Gotta go to dreamland now~~~

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Dreaming 5

Sleepy Sunday~~~ Another week again.. and tomorrow, oh no is Monday!! >_<;;

My body currently in the status of BREAKDOWN! SOOooooo tired~~~~~ Really hope i can sleep 24hours straight but my biological alarm is kinda troubling me. =_=;; Just have cereal + fresh milk for my brunch. Wish i could have some fries. Been craving for french fries recently~~ Urgh.. My laziness control me. Lazy to go lunch with dad. Dad begin worried me as i'm the lightest in this family and kononnya the weakest somemore. Aiks.. I just no appetite, so i won't feel like wanna stuff anything into my mouth. At least i'd my cereal, so i DID eat something though.

Great! Half on my friends progress into working field. Me? Still comfy staying in my safety zone. Not that i don't wanna find a job but it seems dad always not around in the shop, siblings hate to look after the shop, even myself too but it's my responsible to look after the shop when my dad is busy doing his errands outside, siblings need to study. Kinda bored though.. Probably soon, after my 2-3 plans finally accomplish, it's really time for me to find a job asap! My cover letter and resume are done. Just haven click send yet. @_@

Dad keep telling me to continue my study into master level but hell no! I'm sick with assignments and exams. I don't wanna go back UPM anymore. No no no! My degree level was a stress life! Assignments and exams and assignments. I'm studying French, is hard hard hard! It is interesting but HARD! But no doubt! I gotta admit this; study life is indeed much more better than working life. Now i understand what my teachers and seniors told me last time. I miss Assunta!

Sometimes, i get really annoyed with people twisting words. It's always create misunderstood! What for? Because of small matters, they'd love to make the big matters up. I really think "Ignorance is bliss". I love my friends. No matter what attitude they are, but if they really sincerely treat me as a friend, they will have my respect as well, forever. Of coz, i hate people that take advantages on their friends. Life is short, we shall enjoy our life to fullest. Not creating nonsense and bullshit problems that bring meaningless to everyone.

Ladies night at the Opera and Ministry of Sound - Euphoria was awesome. Of coz awesome because i'm meeting my girls from long long time ago~~~~ Now i miss them so much. Momma so proud! Everyone is growing up so beautifully, so gorgeous~~~ The Opera.. it is beautiful inside, like an opera with the stage performance. Opening bottle in Opera is cheaper compared to MOS. However, Opera doesn't not have a dancefloor which it was a waste coz i love the songs that played by the DJ Opera. They even played some korean pophit songs~~ Not only that, Malay are not allowed to enter Opera. @_@ I feel sad for one of Gab's friends. He's a Malay and come all the way from Bangi and come here for nothing. That's so bad.... =( and Opera does not give free drink for ladies night. Cheap skate! As for MOS, of coz it has dancefloor and i love the dancefloor so much! You can feel the vibration from the floor and the stage if you dance on the stage. And of coz got free drink, coke or vodka! Whootz!

Well, how do i ended up staying at MOS rather than Opera? Because my two chi mui and me so body itchy wanna dance and Opera does not have dancefloor which i say it's a sad case! So go all the way to MOS and enter for free since it's ladies night. It was crowded and high with the people dancing on the floor! I must say, i love the songs at Opera but luckily that night, in MOS, it was mix hit songs.. but not much Lady Gaga's though.. oh well, the songs was ok still for that night. Free drink from MOS; vodka?? No coke?? Aiks.. taste awful and feeling not right. The bartender pour so much for me but just one glass, so i'm perfectly alright but i can feel it. Dance till 2am, a nice lecture from dear when he fetched me back.. T_T Gomen neh~~~ And after 1 crazy night, i have problem to sleep as i feel there's a drum keep drumming in my brain and it's sick!!!! Horrible~~~ T_T and my body is damn tired that i can't feel my legs. The effects after clubbing.. torturing... =(

One of my long long time friends~~~ Know her from Pusat Tusyen Pendita, think so std 5 and whootz, enter the same secondary school and become my secondary mate~~~
























Oh, this is really my long long long lost primary mate since std 1! Tan Yeong Seeh! So excited to meet you! So unbelievable that you are so tall. I'm feeling like a dwarf standing beside you and worst, you are not wearing any heels! My goodness, i love tall girls and i'm so envy with that. And becoming so leng lui like a ladylike~~ Momma so touched~~
























The queen of the day?? Hehe~~~~
























Have a great outing with kavi and kat yesterday at mid valley. Sadly ain didnt join us because she's working and the reason we go mid valley is because she's working in jusco mid valley as a promoter. Haha.. Thought of asking her to have lunch with us during her breaktime but sadly she got special date with someone for that 1 hour.

A long nice chat with the two other girls then.. of coz since we don't often meet up. So you betcha i'm quite a chatter box coz i got so much to tell and i really miss them so much as they not often easily get to hang out always! It was nice to talk with them, eventhough 3 of us are completely from different ethnics and different cultures but we are so open minded to dare speak out anything without feeling offensive. This is what i LOVE bout them!


My fashion of the day??























After a short peeping at ain's work, we hang out at archade and sad, my favourite House of Dead shooting machine is not there but Para Para Paradise, yesh! It's been like 3-4 years i stopped playing that. Feeling awkward and embarrasing, i start playing that since kat is playing it too! My score? Pretty bad coz i soooooo long didnt play d lar....!! =P But i definitely love all the songs, still! Playing in my head~~ Night of Fire~~~~ Hahaha...

Two silly playing basketball~~ Kat is winning! You probably can consider enter the Shohoku team! Awhh.. my Rukawa-kun~~~




















Playing Daytona, one of my fav games! And i'm the winner after 8 laps! Haha~~~
























Para para paradise~~ Love this game and bad in it now.. dunno why so paiseh to play this liao.. what to do.. i'm a big big girl liao~~~























All for today~~~ Planning something surprise for my dear friend birthday on 1st June. So excited bout it because the mastermind is moi and she have no clue what's going on tomorrow~ Looking forward for tomorrow~~ Bisses~~

XOXO