Saturday, September 18, 2010

Dreaming 23

Been so tired these days.. work and work and work. Felt lifeless all of sudden. What is in my mind; stay ignorance and earn more money for future now.

Yep, ignorance is bliss.

It was bitter, then sour, then become sweet and soon to be tasteless. Ohh.. i wonder.. that's life after all..

Friends, i really love my friends, treat them with true heart. Some stay, some come and go. I couldn't do anything for those who goes.. Just follow the water river flow to never ending destination. What i know and most important is, i do appreciate them as my friends because little a bit, they do influence me in many ways and be at my side when i was in hell sorrow moments.

Isn't that matter the most?

Well, of coz we are always facing full of challenges in our life and that makes our life become interesting rather than being dull. We always meet new diversified people from all over the places. Yep, it is always great to meet new people but heck, always don't neglect the existent around because of them, that's where you are.

If there's no past, wonder if there a now and future?

I'm not down. I learn and understand a lot at the same time. I wanna learn my mistakes from the past, to improve become better in future. I'm naive but i'm not an easy person that can simply fall into a rabbit hole. Certain things, you really don't have to show it out and being ignorance is the best way. Soon the thing will become the past and everything will be back to normal, as if you might be amaze at yourself that it was as if nothing has happen.

What i want the most, and most important thing in my life is to be happy always. It is the most priceless gift for me. Happy being myself, happy being where am i, happy with my surrounding and belonging, happy with many other things that some people might not thing that will satified them but heck, who cares.. as long as i'm happy, thats matter the most.