Dreaming 21

Yoo hoo~~ What's new?? Tee-hee~~ Lotsa new things happened though~~

First... ~~ My first salary is out! Need to plan a wise spending now, i wonder will that work..

Second... ~~ I spotted mega sales now!! Yip yip yippee!!! But as i said, wisseee..... spending.. uh huh.. budget budget budget for that!! But i desperately need a shopping now, especially when i'm so stressed out these days!!

Third... ~~ My naughty troublesome iphone finally be a good boy.. not giving momma trouble by tranfering momma's fav games.. although it's pain to start ALL OVER AGAIN.. Dang! My Chaos Ring.. spend so much times on it.. T_T and it is ALL GONE!

Fourth... ~~ I fail my call stimulation and result; i'm been transfer to other dept; E-Statement team where we are suppose to call the bank's customers and help them to register online/phone banking.. easy peasy?? Not really as some customers might thought is a fraud call! I'm not sure will they extend my contract or not but for sure, i'm staying there till my contract end and all depends on my job perfomance.. uh huh.. i still wanna find other job. Phobia of call centre d.. cham mou...

Fifth... ~~ There's a flight attendant walk in interview soon and dad encourage me to go ahead since i'm so into it but seriously.. i got the strong feeling i won't get to pass the first stage because i have scoliosis; i feel like is a major concern health that disable me to enter this career. Sad-nye!! I'm so pathetic! I so wanna become one but the devil me keep mumbling in my brain; saying sure fail wan sure fail wan.. no chance! Shoooshh... go away!!

Sixth... ~~ I really need to sleep.. feeling tired everyday!!!

Oyasumi!!

Dreaming 20

Oh dear bloggie.. i'm extremely exhausted for these past few days.. uberly tired with body aching madness.. and i feel so moodless.. not moody.. just felt no feeling, as if i'm in a body without soul.. really feeling downside up of my life..

I dislike this life.. but knew this is the only way i can keep going and continue my journey ahead of me. Believe me; i dunno where am i heading.. and sometimes, i wonder what is it when i actually not exist in this world. P/s: i'm in a dark mood now.. XP

Been so so so busy and no time at all for me to blog; how i wish once i off my work, i so wanna fall on my bed and sleep till the next morning. I've neglected alot of my fav facebook games.. only hogging my iphone games but the battery is sucks.. it finished darn fast and almost every day i charge my battery.. and now my iphone gimme problems.. apparently i can't transfer new games from the iphone through itunes.. so so so ma fan and it annoys me a lot! Just pray it does not crash my setting and lock it again.. =( Please please please dear iphone baby please let me install some new games inside.. I've just finished Chaos Rings by Square Enix.. huhu.. and stupid itunes ter-delete that game. Darn pissed.. i'd played that so many days liao le..

I'm very very very stressed!

This job is tough because of the nonstop assessments and rush module learning.. Today we learn, the next day assessment.. @_@ I don't even have the mood to study whatevery i learned on that day and the next day vomit all out in the paper. Dad was thinking as if i'm going for a lecture class.. indeed.. i felt the same thing and it's tiring! I hate assessment. The passing mark was high.. for example, the assessment was 50 marks, i got 36/50 but i failed because the passing mark was 40 above.

Knowing myself too well, i always tend to do mistakes and especially the sudden assessment.. how on earth i can do well when i never practise at all, just listen during training and by fingertips.. hello.. i'm still learning and i will always try my best to understand but at the same time, i need your moral support.. not just annoying show bla bla bla and snap finger while said "assessment time now!" That is no wonder got some trainees will fail because of your training method.

Apparently, we are the first batch to go through dunno what so ever new training method where the trainer only incharge of 30% in the training, 70% from ourselves. Yep, not full training support. And we are under hybrid; we not just focusing on one product but three; credit card, personal loan, & mortgage loan.. =_=;; Because many of us especially i'm the weakest actually did quite badly, we yet to proceed to module 2 yet.. still stuck under credit card..

Probably i need to hunt for a plan B now.. T_T but i definitely love my work location.. so near my house le... so so so convenient to me.. Everyday, i so reluctant go to work and not close with some colleagues.. probably i'm the only chinese girl, i'm so lost in there..

All i wish is to be happy, always and forever.

Dreaming 19

I'm so sleepy and tired these days~~~~ and soon gonna be so so so moody thanks to my fatigue.. =_=;;

What happen to me? *recalling back...* .... My brain is so jam...

I have assessment this coming monday. If i fail this, i will have last time to sit for it and fail again.. terminated! @_@ Owkey.. but i'm not in a perfect mental and physical to go through my notes and browse net, and more over, those important notes only can be browse througt their intranet portal. =_=;; Blergh... when i have the mood, then only i go through the notes.

The second week of training is hectic and havoc!!! Stressed with loads of things to stuck in my brain especially handling the systems. Oh my.. so complicated with so many different password i've just created!! Monday is not just our assessment, it is also our mini potluck. =_=;; Busy nya.. and everyone ought to bring some homemade food for the potluck. So i offered myself bringing fruit agar-agar and i just finish making it, waiting the texture to turn harden. Huhu.. hope it is tasty.. i feel like i didn't put enough sugar. Was extremely blurr when doing it. >_<;;

Oh oh.. guess what guess what? Here i announce that my iphone has finally been unlocked and jb-ed!! But sadly only can upgrade to 3.1.3 for now, not iso4. =( Coz i like the features in iso4 especially the ibooks feature. And of coz, i like the multitask function. Huhu.. Anyway.. after a week playing with it, aduii.. having trouble typing message le.. so so so hard, keep typo errors geh.. mang chang when typing message! Anyway, this does not really bother me compare to my credit that i often top up, it finished very fast. Supposingly, after jb, it should not eat my credit but seriously, i dunno where's the errors. Probably my siblings playing my iphone, and dunno what they have been pressing until it eat my credit. Well, most of the time i using my iphone, i often check my credit and the credit still remain the same, still got left over balance but once after my siblings played it, dunno why it is gone till less than RM1. =( And my siblings denied that they only play games, didn't press any other applications. =_=;; So now, i don't top up RM30 anymore like i used to, only RM5. Lucky i'm not using postpaid. Heard many problems using iphone with postpaid sim card from my friends. Huhu.. Come to think of it, i actually kinday like iphone 4, but not the shape of it. Haha..

Okii... these days, been installing some apps into my iphones. Huhu.. don't quite know how to use the iTunes actually. Doesn't really have time to explore my iphone actually. Hmm.. should i get a new casing for it?

Dear pauline, this is my pink lenses. Does not look obvious maybe coz of the light effect. See me in real person, face to face better. Hehe..





















Argh! No mood study la.. how how???

XOXO