Sunday, May 30, 2010

Dreaming 5

Sleepy Sunday~~~ Another week again.. and tomorrow, oh no is Monday!! >_<;;

My body currently in the status of BREAKDOWN! SOOooooo tired~~~~~ Really hope i can sleep 24hours straight but my biological alarm is kinda troubling me. =_=;; Just have cereal + fresh milk for my brunch. Wish i could have some fries. Been craving for french fries recently~~ Urgh.. My laziness control me. Lazy to go lunch with dad. Dad begin worried me as i'm the lightest in this family and kononnya the weakest somemore. Aiks.. I just no appetite, so i won't feel like wanna stuff anything into my mouth. At least i'd my cereal, so i DID eat something though.

Great! Half on my friends progress into working field. Me? Still comfy staying in my safety zone. Not that i don't wanna find a job but it seems dad always not around in the shop, siblings hate to look after the shop, even myself too but it's my responsible to look after the shop when my dad is busy doing his errands outside, siblings need to study. Kinda bored though.. Probably soon, after my 2-3 plans finally accomplish, it's really time for me to find a job asap! My cover letter and resume are done. Just haven click send yet. @_@

Dad keep telling me to continue my study into master level but hell no! I'm sick with assignments and exams. I don't wanna go back UPM anymore. No no no! My degree level was a stress life! Assignments and exams and assignments. I'm studying French, is hard hard hard! It is interesting but HARD! But no doubt! I gotta admit this; study life is indeed much more better than working life. Now i understand what my teachers and seniors told me last time. I miss Assunta!

Sometimes, i get really annoyed with people twisting words. It's always create misunderstood! What for? Because of small matters, they'd love to make the big matters up. I really think "Ignorance is bliss". I love my friends. No matter what attitude they are, but if they really sincerely treat me as a friend, they will have my respect as well, forever. Of coz, i hate people that take advantages on their friends. Life is short, we shall enjoy our life to fullest. Not creating nonsense and bullshit problems that bring meaningless to everyone.

Ladies night at the Opera and Ministry of Sound - Euphoria was awesome. Of coz awesome because i'm meeting my girls from long long time ago~~~~ Now i miss them so much. Momma so proud! Everyone is growing up so beautifully, so gorgeous~~~ The Opera.. it is beautiful inside, like an opera with the stage performance. Opening bottle in Opera is cheaper compared to MOS. However, Opera doesn't not have a dancefloor which it was a waste coz i love the songs that played by the DJ Opera. They even played some korean pophit songs~~ Not only that, Malay are not allowed to enter Opera. @_@ I feel sad for one of Gab's friends. He's a Malay and come all the way from Bangi and come here for nothing. That's so bad.... =( and Opera does not give free drink for ladies night. Cheap skate! As for MOS, of coz it has dancefloor and i love the dancefloor so much! You can feel the vibration from the floor and the stage if you dance on the stage. And of coz got free drink, coke or vodka! Whootz!

Well, how do i ended up staying at MOS rather than Opera? Because my two chi mui and me so body itchy wanna dance and Opera does not have dancefloor which i say it's a sad case! So go all the way to MOS and enter for free since it's ladies night. It was crowded and high with the people dancing on the floor! I must say, i love the songs at Opera but luckily that night, in MOS, it was mix hit songs.. but not much Lady Gaga's though.. oh well, the songs was ok still for that night. Free drink from MOS; vodka?? No coke?? Aiks.. taste awful and feeling not right. The bartender pour so much for me but just one glass, so i'm perfectly alright but i can feel it. Dance till 2am, a nice lecture from dear when he fetched me back.. T_T Gomen neh~~~ And after 1 crazy night, i have problem to sleep as i feel there's a drum keep drumming in my brain and it's sick!!!! Horrible~~~ T_T and my body is damn tired that i can't feel my legs. The effects after clubbing.. torturing... =(

One of my long long time friends~~~ Know her from Pusat Tusyen Pendita, think so std 5 and whootz, enter the same secondary school and become my secondary mate~~~
























Oh, this is really my long long long lost primary mate since std 1! Tan Yeong Seeh! So excited to meet you! So unbelievable that you are so tall. I'm feeling like a dwarf standing beside you and worst, you are not wearing any heels! My goodness, i love tall girls and i'm so envy with that. And becoming so leng lui like a ladylike~~ Momma so touched~~
























The queen of the day?? Hehe~~~~
























Have a great outing with kavi and kat yesterday at mid valley. Sadly ain didnt join us because she's working and the reason we go mid valley is because she's working in jusco mid valley as a promoter. Haha.. Thought of asking her to have lunch with us during her breaktime but sadly she got special date with someone for that 1 hour.

A long nice chat with the two other girls then.. of coz since we don't often meet up. So you betcha i'm quite a chatter box coz i got so much to tell and i really miss them so much as they not often easily get to hang out always! It was nice to talk with them, eventhough 3 of us are completely from different ethnics and different cultures but we are so open minded to dare speak out anything without feeling offensive. This is what i LOVE bout them!


My fashion of the day??























After a short peeping at ain's work, we hang out at archade and sad, my favourite House of Dead shooting machine is not there but Para Para Paradise, yesh! It's been like 3-4 years i stopped playing that. Feeling awkward and embarrasing, i start playing that since kat is playing it too! My score? Pretty bad coz i soooooo long didnt play d lar....!! =P But i definitely love all the songs, still! Playing in my head~~ Night of Fire~~~~ Hahaha...

Two silly playing basketball~~ Kat is winning! You probably can consider enter the Shohoku team! Awhh.. my Rukawa-kun~~~




















Playing Daytona, one of my fav games! And i'm the winner after 8 laps! Haha~~~
























Para para paradise~~ Love this game and bad in it now.. dunno why so paiseh to play this liao.. what to do.. i'm a big big girl liao~~~























All for today~~~ Planning something surprise for my dear friend birthday on 1st June. So excited bout it because the mastermind is moi and she have no clue what's going on tomorrow~ Looking forward for tomorrow~~ Bisses~~

XOXO

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Dreaming 4

Been going out so often these days.. and i'm going out tomorrow and friday as well.. i can smell dad is gonna get chain to tie me up.. oh no! I'm in big trouble!

June, my most scary month. My money is flowing out, like water pipe!

Feel like immerse with heaven of foods these days.. Went to Putrajaya Alamanda with friends, some errands to do over there.. and as usual, i love hanging out in my favourite shops, Watson and Guardian... and i saw Vincci, i saw shoes.. falling in love with a sandals but on tight budget... so sad..

Well, something that i spotted at Guardian and cheering myself up.. i found chocolate.. dark chocolate ferrero rondnoir.. dark version of ferrero rocher..























Ohh.. this is so dark~~~



















Looking inside.. so black~~~



















Well.. it tasted dark but i still prefer the original ferrero rocher though.. because this rondnoir does not have hazelnut inside.. so it tasted like the other common dark chocolate.. Nothing special.. And on that night, we went to OUG Stephen's Corner, my long awaited garlic cheese naan.. oopsy... forget to snap a shoot on it.. the cheese was heaven~ I wanna go there again.. Tee-hee~~

The next day.. i thought i would be staying all day at home, be a good girl and suddenly my another friend called me out and said wanna go Nong & Jimmy Thai BBQ Seafood at Taman Cahaya, Ampang. OMG OMG OMG! I love the BBQ there! The seafood are awesome and fresh! My favourite?? The bbq cockles with their special homemade sambal, *i love their sambal so so so much!*, sotong and fried rice.

I can finish the whole basket of cockles by myself! Surprisingly, i used to hate this last time, well, until now still hate it but this bbq cockles is exeption! It tastes so nice that makes me want more! Well, no doubt! My favourite is still clam!!



















I love the sotong! This is Pauline's finger. She don't prefer the cockles though but she LOVE the sotong!



















And the next following day, surprise visit from my dear dear dear friends; meng wai and jenny! Whootz! So excited to see them that i forget to see the climax part of my hong kong drama; Rosy Business. We went to SS15 for a yumcha section, went to this Taiwanese Snowflakes Dessert, i think.. i forget the shop's name though.. was quite blurr at that time but i know is something like taiwan tong shui! Hehe.. Since they ordering the best selling and cold version, i get myself hot black glutinous rice + red bean soup + taroballs. Oh my, i love the taroballs! Forget to shoot some pictures and was busy sms-ing that time, both of my hp.. And that place full with youngsters! You know how merry that place is.. ^^ I wanna go there again, bring dear the next time and try the japan version dessert with ocha balls. Can't wait. Been craving for some super yummy-licious foods these days.

Tomorrow will be going Opera with my friends. Great.. i have no suitable clothes to go there. No hot and stylist type. My purple blouse! The smoked rubber area getting loose.. great? Mummy's clothes? Too sexy.. noway with my scoliosis trouble. Hate it when i can't wear sexy bareback clothes because of this and i love wearing those halter sexy bareback type! What as waste! +_+

Just a word from me. Human are not perfect. They always have strengths and weaknesses on themselves. God is fair to make human to have balance in both. Learn to accept each other and your life will be much more better.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Dreaming 3

Sober Sunday~~~

Nope! Not consuming any drugs or alcohols.. *hell no!!* =) Feeling lazy and wanna lie down on bed, be like a sleeping beauty and waiting for the handsome prince charming to give the most wonderful awakening kiss~~

Just come back from pyramid, oh my, Faceshop and Body Shop got big sales! Throwing my money at Faceshop.. sobs sobs... bought seaweed deep cleansing mask, loose powder and concealer stick. I'm not good with make up stuffs, really! Just thought, before going to some real serious interviews soon, i better know some basic know how to prepare my image to be judge by the interviewers. First image is always very important! Been so emo lately, i just wanna spend money and shopping to release my stress! Haha.. scary way to reduce my stress.. >_<;;

I really need a girls hangout! I wanna have a girls talk... girls gossip... girls giggling and etc... Just recently, hang out with chooi yee, having lunch set at Fullhouse for RM16.90, whootz! Worth it so much and i'm overloaded! It was set lunch, with iced lemon tea, wild mushroom soup with almond crunch, and dessert; either tart or cake. Chooi yee get herself spaghetti set, an d myself?? Dory fish plate~~ I love eating boneless fish meat!! Yum~~~
























Happy Birthday, darling Lee Hong!! I know you won't be reading this but i still wanna wish ya~~~

Missing mummy so much!!! Yesterday skype with her, and saw something! Praying hard that it will come to my address safe and sound, all the way from uk. Huhu.. *crossing fingers*

Been updating my cover letters and resumes for different companies that i wanna apply my jobs in. It's time but i still in holiday mood! June, is a very important month for me as i have many plans around that month. Purposely bought a cute organiser to mark down my important plans and notes. I'm a very forgetful person.. I'm afraid to go for the interviews... what if i could not answer those toughy questions.. what if i'm mental block?? Sighs.. anyhow.. i will have to go through those stages soon.. is just the matter of time! Time is very important, i'm soon approaching another 1 year older again. Shoot! Am i having wrinkles?? Hope not.. *looking at mirror*

Ohh.. i didnt gained any weight?? And i thought i was gaining lotsa weight that i sleep and eat a lot at home. Dad just bought a digital weight measurer, perfect! And okie, i'm still the same. Just keep my weight balance and ngam ngam.. no reduce and no increase, urm.. maybe just a little. Hehe...

Eyelids are getting heavy.. maybe i shall have a short nap before helping dad at shop. Finally, i can sleep on my own bed tonight!

Friday, May 21, 2010

Dreaming 2

OMG! What is wrong with the line today? @_@

So tired today, no appetite.. i'm so sorry mr chicken curry.. you look very yummy and delicious to me but i just no appetite to eat more.. having what every girl will have every month is a torture sometimes. ^^

I have scoliosis. So? I don't want because of my scoliosis, i have to let go my dream and ambition that i'd dreamed of since i was a kid. Actually, for quite a long time, i have stop consider bout this dream due to my studies. Soon when i'm near to my very last final exam in my final sem, i start considering bout my career and future. IT'S TOUGH! Like everyone, i wish to work in a field i like and happy with my job because i know this is the decision that i choose and i want. But due to my medical, sometimes, i feel life is so unfair. =( You must be wondering what job that i actually wanna work. I don't feel like wanna mention it in here. Just let it be a secret. Maybe some of you might actually know what job is that.. =) I'm been thinking a lot bout it lately! *pouts* Hate myself being so complicated sometimes.. unsure what i actually wanna do.. sighs...

Whole day with dear today.. go to the hospital to postpone my body x-ray appointment, then while waiting for rain to clear down before i drive back home by myself, lepak at his house and play with the kids! Oohhh.. i love the baby girl. So adorable and quite a chatter.. just a few months age only! Really miss playing with baby! Really hope i'm the baby instead.. no worries at all! Oh, before entering his house, bought a yummy snack to gave to his mum and for my family; kaya swiss roll and durian bomb at Restoran Sri Karak at New Town.












Yummee-licious durian bomb! Too bad didnt snap the inside part because i was too tempted to crave at it! It was so nice and i ate almost 3!











I love swiss roll and this is one of my favourite swiss roll; kaya swiss roll! The cake texture is perfect! Not too sweet and soft! Well, there are many others tart such as portuguese egg tart, durian tart, cakes and etc.. but these two are my most favourites!












I love this legging!! Spotted this at Michelle Phan's twitter, she's one of the famous make up guru and i love seeing all her tutorials! If anyone of you spotted this somewhere in KL or PJ area, please please please let me know! Even spotted in any online boutiques as well! I just love this design, found it quite cool! Seeing Michelle Phan wearing the cut design top, omg! Fall in love with that top as well..

Really wanna type more and more but sissy's friend staying overnight in my house and my room and i gotta sleep in parents room. >_<;; Kinda hate stranger sleeping on my bed!!

Tomorrow gonna have lunch with chooi yee.. can't wait for it! Really need a girl's outing~~~

Gotta go to my bed and hugging Mr Star now~~ *meanie dad just bullied my Mr Star!*

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Dreaming 1

Yoo hoo~~~ Guess what? Ilnov is back~~

Say bye bye to fishie tales and say nihao to my bunny and strawberry blog! I decided to blog a new website and this blog is merely about what i have done to my great life.. hoho.. And you will know how complicated Ilnov actually can be..

Cautious! Whatever about my life, if you feel like i'm bragging or what... you don't have to waste any minute reading this anymore. What i believe is, it is just about me to spend my time ranting on my blog and you have no right to criticize on me because this is who i am. But if you are sincerely and wanna be friend with me, warm welcome to you!

I'm gonna construct this blog for few days for a new look. Honestly, i'm bad in this.. i'm probably gonna stalk from blogskins and grab my fond looking skin and paste on here.. See ya soon with lotsa stuffs to blog about!

xoxo