Dreaming 24

Currently listening to Eden by Sarah Brightman, one of my favourites.

Suddenly have the urge to type type type. I know; i've left this place deserted for quite some times. Life definitely changed a lot as i'm working mostly 70% from a week. Whenever i have the time, i would like to relax and roll on my bed, playing on my iphone games, get some manga, anime or drama to entertain me. Not to mention hangout some privacy time with my dear and friends. Time is so precious and so not enough for me. I would wish that we only work for 4 days instead of 5 working days.

I dunno if i now can say i hate my job. I just feel it is relaxing. Know what, i no longer do calling customers, no longer need to deal with customers. Oh, i'm excited! I've changed dept, still remain under same company. Thanks to God for giving me the opportunity to grab this chance and now i feel peace for now working in a new environment. It a busy dept and i'm still learning and performing my best.

But i can assure you that; i'm still a lazy slowpoke bump that dislike waking up in a early morning. =(

It is saturday today.. i think for like after so long, i'm being a good girl on saturday, not hanging out to anywhere.. CNY is on the way.. i really wanna go get some CNY shopping, preferable to be alone. At sometimes, going shopping alone is so much fun. Feel peace walking alone, window shopping and go wherever i like. I do like to be alone sometimes.

I really really wanna go a far far far away land..

Dreaming 23

Been so tired these days.. work and work and work. Felt lifeless all of sudden. What is in my mind; stay ignorance and earn more money for future now.

Yep, ignorance is bliss.

It was bitter, then sour, then become sweet and soon to be tasteless. Ohh.. i wonder.. that's life after all..

Friends, i really love my friends, treat them with true heart. Some stay, some come and go. I couldn't do anything for those who goes.. Just follow the water river flow to never ending destination. What i know and most important is, i do appreciate them as my friends because little a bit, they do influence me in many ways and be at my side when i was in hell sorrow moments.

Isn't that matter the most?

Well, of coz we are always facing full of challenges in our life and that makes our life become interesting rather than being dull. We always meet new diversified people from all over the places. Yep, it is always great to meet new people but heck, always don't neglect the existent around because of them, that's where you are.

If there's no past, wonder if there a now and future?

I'm not down. I learn and understand a lot at the same time. I wanna learn my mistakes from the past, to improve become better in future. I'm naive but i'm not an easy person that can simply fall into a rabbit hole. Certain things, you really don't have to show it out and being ignorance is the best way. Soon the thing will become the past and everything will be back to normal, as if you might be amaze at yourself that it was as if nothing has happen.

What i want the most, and most important thing in my life is to be happy always. It is the most priceless gift for me. Happy being myself, happy being where am i, happy with my surrounding and belonging, happy with many other things that some people might not thing that will satified them but heck, who cares.. as long as i'm happy, thats matter the most.

Dreaming 22

Hie, My name is Dino. Nice to meet you. =P

Whee~~ What i do in my working time? Play with my green Dino! Cute, non??

How are you today? I took mc today; i got scoliosis check up, many procedures to be done at the hospital.. fed up to wait and wait to be called, luckily dear accompanied me and of coz, enjoying playing my iphone games especially i've just upgraded Froggy Jump latest version and cute Mega Jump game. And guess what, i successfully re-downloaded my Chaos Rings! Most important thing is, i get to skip my work today. Wonder can friday be a holiday too?? =3

I always wish that i can sleep early every night but somehow, failed. Been going out often with friends especially at night. So ended up the next morning, struggling to wake up. I HATE WAKING UP IN THE MORNING!!

Gonna officially call customers next week. Gosh.. =_=;; praying that i can survive that stage. My chinese sucks and they would prefer me to speak in chinese because most of the staffs are indians. Anyhow, shall go through it no matter what, and see what can i do about it. I patiently waiting to end contract but positively thinking perhaps this job actually can be fun as i can earn incentives after persuading customers to sign up for successful first registration. Sound easy but is HARD. There are many fraud cases through internet banking and i'm a chinese, of coz too understand how chinese mind think; do you think i can believe you just by one call?? @_@

Outing with yukirye! Love to hangout with her!! And have our favourite zanmai sushi together!






















Hoho... not to mention.. I LOVE LA LA~~~~ especially this steam lala.. somewhere after you pass by the I-City.. erm erm... I dunno where liao.. sobs.. where's my hero in rescue??

















Haha... this week that i've go through, all is about eat and eat and eat nice foods! Eat pork burger lah, sundae lah, Mcd GCB lah, ochaball lah.. yum yum~~~ And i'm craving for pasta now!!

It is mega sales in Malaysia and i so wanna clear my wardrobe and go shopping for new clothes!! Huhu.. my wardrobe is overloaded with my clothes and hope to have a bigger one but my room already overloaded with my stuffs including my sis's. So wanna have my own room.. =( There are things that currently i want now, not urgent to get it and still considering bout it; whether it is worth it or not.

I thought of getting a new sony ericsson, cheap and good quality one. I know i know.. already got an Iphone yet wanna buy new handphone.. >_<;; but i considering bout it because my current sony hp, i can give it to my sis since she've lost hers and then getting myself a new one, with a good mp camera that come with flash. Dunno which one to get.. considering bout getting C901 but aiyaya.. still need to do research bout it. When i like something and it is bit pricy, must do a long studies about it before getting it.

Another one is i need my own camera! Cheap and good quality of coz! The current camera *is actually belongs to my dad but i'm keeping it*, apparently lend to my sis and it is spoilt suddenly, dunno what happen, cannot on the camera anymore. =( I'm considering bout canon but this time, i want a good anti blurr feature the most. I prefer taking natural light, dislike using flash but some cameras, without flash, the picture becomes blurr... Then my friends, reckon me Nikon compact camera. Uhuhu.. saw her camera shoots before, the effect is nice. And cheap also.. but dad don't allow me to buy camera, instead use his other second hand camera. Aiyaya.. i still prefer to have my own camera. Currently considering about Nikon S570. I kinda like Canon s90 but that is quite a professional use and very pricy.

Looking forward to have a great day everyday.. Wish you the same too.. tee-hee~~

Dreaming 21

Yoo hoo~~ What's new?? Tee-hee~~ Lotsa new things happened though~~

First... ~~ My first salary is out! Need to plan a wise spending now, i wonder will that work..

Second... ~~ I spotted mega sales now!! Yip yip yippee!!! But as i said, wisseee..... spending.. uh huh.. budget budget budget for that!! But i desperately need a shopping now, especially when i'm so stressed out these days!!

Third... ~~ My naughty troublesome iphone finally be a good boy.. not giving momma trouble by tranfering momma's fav games.. although it's pain to start ALL OVER AGAIN.. Dang! My Chaos Ring.. spend so much times on it.. T_T and it is ALL GONE!

Fourth... ~~ I fail my call stimulation and result; i'm been transfer to other dept; E-Statement team where we are suppose to call the bank's customers and help them to register online/phone banking.. easy peasy?? Not really as some customers might thought is a fraud call! I'm not sure will they extend my contract or not but for sure, i'm staying there till my contract end and all depends on my job perfomance.. uh huh.. i still wanna find other job. Phobia of call centre d.. cham mou...

Fifth... ~~ There's a flight attendant walk in interview soon and dad encourage me to go ahead since i'm so into it but seriously.. i got the strong feeling i won't get to pass the first stage because i have scoliosis; i feel like is a major concern health that disable me to enter this career. Sad-nye!! I'm so pathetic! I so wanna become one but the devil me keep mumbling in my brain; saying sure fail wan sure fail wan.. no chance! Shoooshh... go away!!

Sixth... ~~ I really need to sleep.. feeling tired everyday!!!

Oyasumi!!

Dreaming 20

Oh dear bloggie.. i'm extremely exhausted for these past few days.. uberly tired with body aching madness.. and i feel so moodless.. not moody.. just felt no feeling, as if i'm in a body without soul.. really feeling downside up of my life..

I dislike this life.. but knew this is the only way i can keep going and continue my journey ahead of me. Believe me; i dunno where am i heading.. and sometimes, i wonder what is it when i actually not exist in this world. P/s: i'm in a dark mood now.. XP

Been so so so busy and no time at all for me to blog; how i wish once i off my work, i so wanna fall on my bed and sleep till the next morning. I've neglected alot of my fav facebook games.. only hogging my iphone games but the battery is sucks.. it finished darn fast and almost every day i charge my battery.. and now my iphone gimme problems.. apparently i can't transfer new games from the iphone through itunes.. so so so ma fan and it annoys me a lot! Just pray it does not crash my setting and lock it again.. =( Please please please dear iphone baby please let me install some new games inside.. I've just finished Chaos Rings by Square Enix.. huhu.. and stupid itunes ter-delete that game. Darn pissed.. i'd played that so many days liao le..

I'm very very very stressed!

This job is tough because of the nonstop assessments and rush module learning.. Today we learn, the next day assessment.. @_@ I don't even have the mood to study whatevery i learned on that day and the next day vomit all out in the paper. Dad was thinking as if i'm going for a lecture class.. indeed.. i felt the same thing and it's tiring! I hate assessment. The passing mark was high.. for example, the assessment was 50 marks, i got 36/50 but i failed because the passing mark was 40 above.

Knowing myself too well, i always tend to do mistakes and especially the sudden assessment.. how on earth i can do well when i never practise at all, just listen during training and by fingertips.. hello.. i'm still learning and i will always try my best to understand but at the same time, i need your moral support.. not just annoying show bla bla bla and snap finger while said "assessment time now!" That is no wonder got some trainees will fail because of your training method.

Apparently, we are the first batch to go through dunno what so ever new training method where the trainer only incharge of 30% in the training, 70% from ourselves. Yep, not full training support. And we are under hybrid; we not just focusing on one product but three; credit card, personal loan, & mortgage loan.. =_=;; Because many of us especially i'm the weakest actually did quite badly, we yet to proceed to module 2 yet.. still stuck under credit card..

Probably i need to hunt for a plan B now.. T_T but i definitely love my work location.. so near my house le... so so so convenient to me.. Everyday, i so reluctant go to work and not close with some colleagues.. probably i'm the only chinese girl, i'm so lost in there..

All i wish is to be happy, always and forever.

Dreaming 19

I'm so sleepy and tired these days~~~~ and soon gonna be so so so moody thanks to my fatigue.. =_=;;

What happen to me? *recalling back...* .... My brain is so jam...

I have assessment this coming monday. If i fail this, i will have last time to sit for it and fail again.. terminated! @_@ Owkey.. but i'm not in a perfect mental and physical to go through my notes and browse net, and more over, those important notes only can be browse througt their intranet portal. =_=;; Blergh... when i have the mood, then only i go through the notes.

The second week of training is hectic and havoc!!! Stressed with loads of things to stuck in my brain especially handling the systems. Oh my.. so complicated with so many different password i've just created!! Monday is not just our assessment, it is also our mini potluck. =_=;; Busy nya.. and everyone ought to bring some homemade food for the potluck. So i offered myself bringing fruit agar-agar and i just finish making it, waiting the texture to turn harden. Huhu.. hope it is tasty.. i feel like i didn't put enough sugar. Was extremely blurr when doing it. >_<;;

Oh oh.. guess what guess what? Here i announce that my iphone has finally been unlocked and jb-ed!! But sadly only can upgrade to 3.1.3 for now, not iso4. =( Coz i like the features in iso4 especially the ibooks feature. And of coz, i like the multitask function. Huhu.. Anyway.. after a week playing with it, aduii.. having trouble typing message le.. so so so hard, keep typo errors geh.. mang chang when typing message! Anyway, this does not really bother me compare to my credit that i often top up, it finished very fast. Supposingly, after jb, it should not eat my credit but seriously, i dunno where's the errors. Probably my siblings playing my iphone, and dunno what they have been pressing until it eat my credit. Well, most of the time i using my iphone, i often check my credit and the credit still remain the same, still got left over balance but once after my siblings played it, dunno why it is gone till less than RM1. =( And my siblings denied that they only play games, didn't press any other applications. =_=;; So now, i don't top up RM30 anymore like i used to, only RM5. Lucky i'm not using postpaid. Heard many problems using iphone with postpaid sim card from my friends. Huhu.. Come to think of it, i actually kinday like iphone 4, but not the shape of it. Haha..

Okii... these days, been installing some apps into my iphones. Huhu.. don't quite know how to use the iTunes actually. Doesn't really have time to explore my iphone actually. Hmm.. should i get a new casing for it?

Dear pauline, this is my pink lenses. Does not look obvious maybe coz of the light effect. See me in real person, face to face better. Hehe..





















Argh! No mood study la.. how how???

XOXO

Dreaming 18

Howdy howdy saturday~~~

I always love saturday but soon not looking forward to it because starting next week saturday until probably finish my training, i would have to go come for training on weekend, left only sunday for me to rest. Aiks.. i miss my saturday freedom!!

This is my training class! Wonder where is everyone? Haha.. is lunch hour break!
















Training is actually pretty boring you know. It is like i'm back to my lecture class, back to my uni. And we actually had to do some studies and present each time, by scribbling on mahjong paper instead. I feel sad for killing trees! You know how many mahjong papers that we'd used?? Stress if you wanna know how i feel. Stress coz i'm not afraid of handling customers, but i'm total blank out from the bank language. Please please please speak very simple english so i can understand what the heck you are saying, dear trainer??

Ok la, i'm not totally don't understand at all but somehow i felt i'm still hanging there.. We don't really have 100% full training and support from them; they generate the 30% guiding us and the 70% come from ourselves. Of coz i'm stress coz i wanna learn from a to z as i'm not graduated from financial course. It's great that now i have to do everything by myself.. huhu.. Ok la.. Von Li, you can do it! Must ganbate!! Well, thanks to dear for sometimes picking me up after work for dinner and fetching me back. =P Sometimes, after work, my mind is so empty and i'm so blurr whenever sit inside his car. Tired ma.. what to do.. so long didn't have this tired feeling liao, every night have a good sleep, you know. Hehe..

I love mee raja tom yam! And dear brought me to murni at ss2 after i fong gong for dinner. But dunno what happen, that day the chef cook till not nice geh.. too salty. Yucks! No tom yam taste and no sotong wan. >_<;; Anyway, if you wanna try, go ahead try the original mee raja, it's actually damn nice also.
















If you've once watched Toy Story and Toy Story 2, and you haven't watch Toy Story 3, may i suggest you please go ahead?? Went to tropicana gsc to watch Toy Story 3. Uh huh, i never really explore that mall, maybe i should do so one day. Saw this shop, selling hair wig. Nyuu.. wonder how do i look like in short bob wig?? Anyway, back to Toy Story 3! Love that movie so much, would said even nicer than the 2 previous movies. The storyline was damn good and the ending was unexpected and touching. Tear drops.. sobs sobs sobs.. Oohhh.. love Woody, my favourite character the most!

These toy are lovely! It would be a great collection to collect all these.. but mahal la.. haha. I'm not a millionaire, lol. Love Woody toy the most, of coz. Pulling the string from his back, nyaa.. he speaks!! Lovely~~~





















Before movie, the naughty dear and me was planning to sneak some snacks into the cinema. Hoho.. We went to carrefour to buy some sushi coz so sudden i wanna crave some sushi! Went to the snacks corner and ooohhh.. paradise! Saw this new flavour pringles, and straight grab one; pringles extreme cheese + jalapeno pepper flavour. Opened it, whoa.. the jalapeno smell was strong but after biting it, the texture was crispy and nice and very spicy also. Dear said not nice but ended up he is the one finished most of the chips during the movie. =_=;; Well, i love trying new flavour especially when that flavour look delicious and tempting to me. Anyway, my favourite of coz is still the original flavour and i actually miss the limited edition prapika flavoured pringles. Love pringles!!!





















Huhu.. when can i unlock my iphone!!??? *crossing fngers* T_T

XOXO